Gaining the World

“Break her down. Down to the bone. And you will see. She is more then what she thought she could be. She is more than what people thought she could be. She has more current then those believe. She has more wind then those believe. She has more light then those believe.

She seemed to be different lately. She smiled a little more. She found herself laughing a little more. Which was odd. She thought she hit bottom. For sometimes you need to hit bottom, to see the beauty of something bigger then yourself. For the art of gaining the world submerged her soul and she could finally discover herself.”

-me

Walks Home

“She could never understand those dark and long walks home. She had never felt more alone. She couldn’t understand why the night didn’t bring her the happiness she sought. Until, she understood the beauty. You see, the world needs people like her. Those are embrace the walk home, not the ones who run from them. Once she realized, she understood. Until she embraced the beauty, she would walk alone. ”

-me

Destruction

“To those who are yet to be born. Remember, the madness of the world can consume you. It will become you, if let it. Allow love and art to reawaken your heart. Don’t let this word destruct you. The ambition and dreams of this world will always be the same. And the destruction will always be the same. Your fate lies within your soul. Don’t let the love in your soul destruct you. For sometimes it’s everything that we love that leads to the destruction of us.”

-me

Souls of the World

“They say when someone dies, the worst part, is what dies within you. The pain of loss can consume you. It attempted to consume her. She had tricks up her sleeve. It tried to break her. It tried to destroy her. For as the pain forcefully pushed through her being. She stopped it. She would look out in the night sky and see you. She could hear you. She could appreciate your existence. Even if it was spiritual. And each night she believed the sky knew her better. Remember just because a face is lost, doesn’t mean the soul is lost. The souls of the world will live on.”

-me

Emptiness

“Emptiness. Sometimes she made sense of it. Sometimes she couldn’t. For she knew there was a meaning behind the emptiness. For she knew her emptiness would bring her to the fulfillment. She never will become bitter as she waits. For she knows this love we seek is real. It awaits us all. And she waits patiently. Her anticipation is enough to welcome all that awaits. Love is real. Even when we think otherwise. Even when we can’t make sense of the emptiness. Maybe being alone is what we all need. To power us into the unknown, the beautiful mystery of love. And hell, she would wait a lifetime.”

-me

Flames

” What they fail to understand, is the burning for something they love. They receive all that passion. All that anger. All that fire. But you see, they don’t know how to tame their flames. They take it at once, without understanding the consequences. For living is worth the burns. Who should be scared of a few burns? She will never understand those who jump at the flames. For she welcomes the flames to cross over everything she loves. She may not understand the flames yet. She may not know what to do with the flames yet. But she’s ready to burn for everything she loves.”

-me

Memories

“Memories; we all have them. We all cherish them. We all hide them. We hide them deep so they can’t flow out. Even the darkest of memories. For losing them would be tragic. But remember, every now and then you must allow them to bleed out. You need them to become you. So they aren’t forgotten. Bad memories lie within the veins of us all. Allow them to flow. Even the most painful ones. For they can’t be forgotten. So let them flow into your world. For everything that we hold within is beautiful. They can’t be ignored. For the ones we hold within are the ones that are going to hurt.”

-me

Heaviness

“Some say her love was to heavy. She was too obsessed with eveything around her. For even the pain couldn’t pacify her. She liked to keep the pain close. For eveything that tried to destroy her couldn’t weigh her down. For her love for life was to heavy.”

-me

Illusions

“What are you scared of? Does the dark bring jitters up your spine, does war make you run and hide? Fear runs through the veins of us all, as it creeps into our shadows, many allow the consumption to define them. But don’t you see, fear is simply an illusion? And though illusions can’t be seen by the naked eye, the power can seep into the strongest ones.

But fear would never subdue her. For she loved it all too much. For she would never allow it too. For the world was too beautiful and hell was too far away. So she decided to believe in the paradise and not the devils. For what the devils couldn’t see was that she embraced them and how ironic it was that the devils couldn’t speak her name.”

-me

Terrifyingly Beautiful

“Everything that was complex intrigued her. Everything that challenged her gave her hope. For she liked the hardships and embraced the madness. When things seemed unbearable, when her life was at a standstill, she pushed harder. The worst things got, the stronger her hope was.

For when life leaves you dry, if you crack, life wins. Don’t you see, when you are at the driest point, you yearn for the most rain. She was ready for the downpour, even when it all scared her. For she will never be the same person she was here, she will never be this way again, which is terrifying. Terrifyingly beautiful.”

-me